FRAGILE

The steps outside of my apartment
The aisles in the back of Target
I don't feel safe anywhere anymore
Thanks to you
My sense of self is so self-conscious
I'm pretty sure that's what you wanted
I'm just a shell of who I was before
What you put me through

It doesn't matter that I fought my way out
I guess you're just a part of me now

I hate that you made me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle
When all I wanna do is lock them in
I wish that I could be a little stronger
Power through the pain a little longer
Right on time I fall apart like clockwork
Crying out in public like a kid
I hate that you made me like this

I'm canceling on all my best friends
I'm gaining weight and losing confidence
Four sizes bigger than I was before
Thanks to you
To say that you destroyed my twenties
Is the understatement of the century
'Cause you shut me down, eighteen months
Drew the blinds in my room

I hate that you made me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle
When all I wanna do is lock them in
I wish that I could be a little stronger
Power through the pain a little longer
Right on time I fall apart like clockwork
Crying out in public like a kid
I hate that you made me like this

I hate you that made me like this

I hate that you made me so
Terrified of panicking everywhere that I go
Overthinking everything, scared to be alone
You still ruin everything, you're with me everywhere I go
Leave me alone

I hate that you made me fucking fragile
Scared at any moment I'll unravel
Couldn't fit my feelings in a castle
When all I wanna do is lock them in
I hate that you made me like this